yeahh~~ i really regret to b born so early~ it was torturing to see all the happy photos without u yrself~ yeahh!! i din really care about it n i dun wanna care about it~ bt yet, still too thick skin to go n comment about it~ yeahh!! nbd really did care about me...i noe~~ tat's it~ yeahh!! i jus haven found sbd who regard me as important as i feel about thm~ yes~~ tat's virgoan~~ always think too much!! i shud say mayb~~ yeahhh~~ i m used to it~~~ bt sometime, it's kinda irritating seeing all those stupid idiot faces in the photo!! yeahh~~ i wanted to hate it~ bt wat's the point?? wat do i gt?? yeahhh~~~ to gt a place in a person's heart is really difficult~~ u wan thm to care for u as u care thm~~ yeahh~~ impossible~~ i m always the one who stand bside n see thm playing gaily n i m always the one ppl vl forgt whn they dun hv anything to do or whn they wan me to help~~ yeahh~ i noe~~ dun think i m a stupid!! i noe everything~~ even if u din say anything, i noe~~ i noe tat u din care about me~~ i noe tat u dun like me actually~~ i m nt the kind of ppl that is as good as XXX and i m nt as soft as XXX n i m nt as playful as XXX~ watever~~~~

jus hope tat i vl gt sbd who really cares me as much as i care him or her~~

as always

as always, i noe i m jus the one who jus think too much~

as always, i noe i m jus the one who dun deserve the care~

as always, i noe i m jus the one who r jus a pedestrian in yr life~

as always, i noe i m jus the one who dun deserve to be known~

as always, no matter hw hard i try, i jus cun b the one sbd care in their heart~

as always, i m the one who are jus too care of friends~

as always, i m the one who are giving out and sacrificing more than the others n yet they dun appreciate it~

as always, i m jus a clown playing n fooling around to make ppl laugh~

as always, i m jus simply the one ppl will forgt~

I DID TRY!!! I DID TRY TO BE THE ONE THAT U TAKE ME SERIOUSLY AS YR FRIEND! I DIN ASK U TO REGARD ME AS YR BEST FRIEND!! I DIN ACTUALLY WAN TAT!!! JUS, CN U PLS DUN IGNORE ME? CN U ALL PLS DUN FORGT ME WHN U WANNA DO STH? I JUS WANNA BE APPRECIATED N ACCAEPTED~!!!

REALLY, I DID TRY TO BE BETTER!! N IT REALLY HURTS WHN U DIN APPRECIATE IT N U CN EVEN FORGT ME!

HOWEVER!!! NVM!! I M USED TO IT!!!!!!!!!!! AS ALWAYS!!!!!

世界最远的距离

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是 明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
而是 明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是 用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

miss u all

Mumu!!! i miss u all~~~

i miss the time when we eat maggie together~~ waiting for the hot water and chatting!!! we eat together and chat together~~ ppl here cun attract me to have Maggie wif them~~ coz the Maggie doesn't taste so nice without u all, tat's y i din usually eat Maggie here~~ How i wish i cn still taste the same Maggie~~ bt i noe, without u all, Maggie would not taste as gud whn we r together!!

i miss the time whn we sing n talk in the bath room~~ da mumu and er mumu will always be the one who bath the fastest!!!!! n den will say me to bath the slowest n call me "a mo" ~~ i cn still vividly remember the time whn we sing together~~ here, there is no one singing in the toilet~~how i wish i gt another chance to sing wif mumu in the toilet whn taking bath~~bt i noe, it is impossible ady~~

i miss the time whn we run bk to the hostel to fight for the bathroom~~we skip meals~~ how happy the moments are!!!!!!!! here, the bathroom was always empty~~ u wun nid to fight for it~~ u wun nid to wait for the others to finish taking bath~~~

wif u all, i wun b left out~~ coz we have each others' heart~~ bt here, i am always the one being left out~~ coz i dun always have meal with them~ n den sooner n later, they wun even find me~ jus like nw~~ at this very moment~~~ they r sharing the same food and i m the one who r sitting alone bside typing blog~~ missing u all~~ coz i dun eat wat they eat~~ nvm~~ i noe i will nvr find ppl like u all~~ i noe i wun find those who will always care the others feelings~~~ i noe i wun find sbd who are able to stand the highest position in my heart, jus like u all~~ n i wun open for others~~ coz in my heart, i wun b able to fit in others other than u all~~~

mumu, hw i wish i cn straight away c u all~~ hw i wish we r always together~~~~~~~~~~~~ i miss u all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i luv u~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and i treasure all the moments we r together~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the moments will always be kept deep in my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do u all noe hw much i miss u??????

Knight

If there is no knight, how do the Prince and the Princess can be together?

If there is no knight, how does the story attract the others attention?

If there is no knight, how does the Princess can be protected when the Prince is not around?

Being a knight, it is not easy...

Being a knight, you have to watch the Princess, who is your love one, to be with the Prince.

Being a knight, you are only the one being used to make the story attractive.

Being a knight, you are the one who is responsible to protect the Princess when she is in danger.

Being a knight, you have to hide all your sorrows in your heart.

It is not easy to be a knight, but i am always willing to be one as i believe there is someone outside that will see the knight that has worked to hard and make the knight the main character in the story... It's just the matter of time~~~

There must be somebody who will love the Knight~~ That's what I believe~~ n that's why i m willing to be one~

ignored

seriously, m i actually born to b ignored??? i reali cun understand!!!!!!! in my primary sku, everyone treat me nice coz they wanted to use me!!!! or else, they dun even wanted to talk to me more coz i din have the same topic as theirs...yeah~~ i cn understand tat... all they say, i cun understand n luckly i've gt mao mao, jiahui, solvia n the gang~~ luckily~~ bt tat time, i reali do hope tat things vl change!!!

bt when i m in the secondary sku, i cn still feel the same feeling!!! tat reali makes me feel very disappointed~~ n again i cun do anything~~ luckily again, i've gt jing jing n jia yi n den gt sing yee wif us aso^^ yeah~~~ reali greatful to them~~ coz without them~~ i reali dunno hw i m going to survive in my sec sku life~~reali!!! den, i reali do hope tat things vl change whn i go to the university~

however, i still cun... though we do eat together, or sometimes do things together, they din care me aso~~(mayb i m too sensitive) bt hw vl u feel if sbd u cared din care as much as u care him/her?? hw cn u feel nth???? sure u vl feel very angry n sad~~ yeah~~~ by the way, i m nt tat kind of ppl tat everyone likes to b wif... i m proud, i m dirty( mayb), i m nt easy to gt along wif, i m ........... watever!!!!!!!!!

bt, i m nt going to tolerate anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have had enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nw, i dun wanna care anymore!!!!!! if i wan it, i vl do it on my own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wun care wat ppl think of me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wanna care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my feeling today~~

Today was really a free day… I stayed in my room all day n watched drama n did all the things I needed to do^^ though I feel very boring, I m glad tat i finished all my things… the oni regret today was tat I did nt read many today… kept watching drama n did nth… actually I should read more in tis free day… bt, I din did tat… really cun tahan my temptation to watch the drama… regretting nw T_T

Nw oni I understand wat frienzz are…n who really r my frienzz… (I have been thinking tis all day aso) thx to all my real frienzz tat relly keep me in their heart n appreciate me^^ I do luv u all n I do appreciate n feel hapi to have u all as my best frienzz… in inti, I realized tat I really cun find any firenzz like u all, like to read, like to study, like to play aso, n have almost the same thought as me^^ really… I cun find anyone… mayb I haven seen one, or mayb i really cun find one or mayb thr is no one same or similar like u all n me T_T frienzzz, we really shared a lot of hapi moments together n had a gala time together…although thr were some unhappy moment, we r still best frienzz until nw… coz if everything is gud, den ‘ gud’ means nth… so, a precious memory usually n often comes wif both hapi n unhapi moments…^^ rite? Buddies, I really miss u guys… all the hapi moments n wat we had done together really printed in my heart n I really cun n dun wanna erase it^^ I miss u all… everyday…^^

For me,

Frienz r like gems

As precious as gems

For me,

Frienz r like my family

Always treat meas their own family

Giving me all the things I need

Always know wat I need

Always understand wat I mean wat I wan n wat I m thinking

Really…. Frienzzz….

I wanna tell u ‘FUCK’

Dun b angry

Bcoz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

F rienzzz, U Can be Kept

Kept where???? In my heart forever n ever ^^

I luv u frienzzzz ^^