yeahh~~ i really regret to b born so early~ it was torturing to see all the happy photos without u yrself~ yeahh!! i din really care about it n i dun wanna care about it~ bt yet, still too thick skin to go n comment about it~ yeahh!! nbd really did care about me...i noe~~ tat's it~ yeahh!! i jus haven found sbd who regard me as important as i feel about thm~ yes~~ tat's virgoan~~ always think too much!! i shud say mayb~~ yeahhh~~ i m used to it~~~ bt sometime, it's kinda irritating seeing all those stupid idiot faces in the photo!! yeahh~~ i wanted to hate it~ bt wat's the point?? wat do i gt?? yeahhh~~~ to gt a place in a person's heart is really difficult~~ u wan thm to care for u as u care thm~~ yeahh~~ impossible~~ i m always the one who stand bside n see thm playing gaily n i m always the one ppl vl forgt whn they dun hv anything to do or whn they wan me to help~~ yeahh~ i noe~~ dun think i m a stupid!! i noe everything~~ even if u din say anything, i noe~~ i noe tat u din care about me~~ i noe tat u dun like me actually~~ i m nt the kind of ppl that is as good as XXX and i m nt as soft as XXX n i m nt as playful as XXX~ watever~~~~

jus hope tat i vl gt sbd who really cares me as much as i care him or her~~