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seriously, m i actually born to b ignored??? i reali cun understand!!!!!!! in my primary sku, everyone treat me nice coz they wanted to use me!!!! or else, they dun even wanted to talk to me more coz i din have the same topic as theirs...yeah~~ i cn understand tat... all they say, i cun understand n luckly i've gt mao mao, jiahui, solvia n the gang~~ luckily~~ bt tat time, i reali do hope tat things vl change!!!

bt when i m in the secondary sku, i cn still feel the same feeling!!! tat reali makes me feel very disappointed~~ n again i cun do anything~~ luckily again, i've gt jing jing n jia yi n den gt sing yee wif us aso^^ yeah~~~ reali greatful to them~~ coz without them~~ i reali dunno hw i m going to survive in my sec sku life~~reali!!! den, i reali do hope tat things vl change whn i go to the university~

however, i still cun... though we do eat together, or sometimes do things together, they din care me aso~~(mayb i m too sensitive) bt hw vl u feel if sbd u cared din care as much as u care him/her?? hw cn u feel nth???? sure u vl feel very angry n sad~~ yeah~~~ by the way, i m nt tat kind of ppl tat everyone likes to b wif... i m proud, i m dirty( mayb), i m nt easy to gt along wif, i m ........... watever!!!!!!!!!

bt, i m nt going to tolerate anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have had enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nw, i dun wanna care anymore!!!!!! if i wan it, i vl do it on my own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wun care wat ppl think of me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wanna care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!