yeahh~~ i really regret to b born so early~ it was torturing to see all the happy photos without u yrself~ yeahh!! i din really care about it n i dun wanna care about it~ bt yet, still too thick skin to go n comment about it~ yeahh!! nbd really did care about me...i noe~~ tat's it~ yeahh!! i jus haven found sbd who regard me as important as i feel about thm~ yes~~ tat's virgoan~~ always think too much!! i shud say mayb~~ yeahhh~~ i m used to it~~~ bt sometime, it's kinda irritating seeing all those stupid idiot faces in the photo!! yeahh~~ i wanted to hate it~ bt wat's the point?? wat do i gt?? yeahhh~~~ to gt a place in a person's heart is really difficult~~ u wan thm to care for u as u care thm~~ yeahh~~ impossible~~ i m always the one who stand bside n see thm playing gaily n i m always the one ppl vl forgt whn they dun hv anything to do or whn they wan me to help~~ yeahh~ i noe~~ dun think i m a stupid!! i noe everything~~ even if u din say anything, i noe~~ i noe tat u din care about me~~ i noe tat u dun like me actually~~ i m nt the kind of ppl that is as good as XXX and i m nt as soft as XXX n i m nt as playful as XXX~ watever~~~~

jus hope tat i vl gt sbd who really cares me as much as i care him or her~~

as always

as always, i noe i m jus the one who jus think too much~

as always, i noe i m jus the one who dun deserve the care~

as always, i noe i m jus the one who r jus a pedestrian in yr life~

as always, i noe i m jus the one who dun deserve to be known~

as always, no matter hw hard i try, i jus cun b the one sbd care in their heart~

as always, i m the one who are jus too care of friends~

as always, i m the one who are giving out and sacrificing more than the others n yet they dun appreciate it~

as always, i m jus a clown playing n fooling around to make ppl laugh~

as always, i m jus simply the one ppl will forgt~

I DID TRY!!! I DID TRY TO BE THE ONE THAT U TAKE ME SERIOUSLY AS YR FRIEND! I DIN ASK U TO REGARD ME AS YR BEST FRIEND!! I DIN ACTUALLY WAN TAT!!! JUS, CN U PLS DUN IGNORE ME? CN U ALL PLS DUN FORGT ME WHN U WANNA DO STH? I JUS WANNA BE APPRECIATED N ACCAEPTED~!!!

REALLY, I DID TRY TO BE BETTER!! N IT REALLY HURTS WHN U DIN APPRECIATE IT N U CN EVEN FORGT ME!

HOWEVER!!! NVM!! I M USED TO IT!!!!!!!!!!! AS ALWAYS!!!!!