wonderful day~

wow!!! wat a wonderful day!! Halcyon Day!!
10.00am: waiting for everyone to gather~^^ den that E and T din manage to wake up on time~== omg!! waiting until 11.00 am~~
11.00am: depart from INTI to Mid Valley^^
1.00pm: reach Mid Valley and den snowflake~~^^ nice time^^
1.50pm: wohoo!!!! You Are The Apple Of My Eye!!!!!! Damn imba and epic and damn amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love that so much!!!!
3.30pm: Korea food!!!!!!!!!!!!! nice^^ hahaXD
after Korea food, den free time^^ i walked alone and bought ice crem ( lemon and choco mint~) epic flavour mix=.= quite not bad^^ N and C and friendgo buy watch and E and T go starbucks and then games=.=
6.30pm: Bowling and Basketball time^^ hahaXD damn imba^^ nice man!!!!!!! i din even realise how much money i spent on that basketball=.=
8.30pm: bk!!!!
11.30pm: dinner=.=
1.00am: basketball wif ching ying^^ hahaXD have a nice talk and sharing session^^ hahaXD damn enjoy^^ we have done one more very imba thing!!^^ hahaXD i vl never forgt^^ hahaXD den chatting and watching stars at basketball court and den chat under blk bout religions and language until 6am sth=.=
den oni i go bk room, bath and wash clothes and den blogging^^ hahaaXD

wat a nice and enjoyable day!!!!!!!! looking forward to another day^^ hahaXD epicly hapi!!!!!!!!!!

emo day

emo emo emo!!
everything is gonna change, i dun feel like having those changes... every good thing has an end, but dun ever say tat the past things are nothing as there is always somebody who take those past tings so seriously and those things has deeply crafted in their heart. nothing is nothing! there is always no effort which end up nothing as there is always somebody who appreciate tat and somebody who remembers them, so dun feel tat yo are nothing as there are still somebody who cares. there is always somebody who dun wan anything to change and they regretted to noe you too late... if we are together since we come in, den most of the thing will change? the situation will change?? no one can be sure of tat, oni God noes...
i really cun imagine wat life would be after tomorrow... everything is out of my imagination and expectation, feeling too unsecured now!! i really cun accept those things as i cun estinate... i dun wan my life to missing you, i dun wan me myself to change tomorrow but i dunno whether i can do it~~ i try my best to let myself to be myself and to let myself to remain myself but if i did change, please remember, i dun wan to and i feel sad for tat, sincerely~~ please try to help me to remain me myself as i dunno hw far i will go without realising just like before~~
i love you and i dun wish anything to change~ thank you for making my life here to be colourful and wonderful... i love u guys and u guys are really not nothing~~ u are everything~~^^ nothing is nothing... remember tat!!

a person who smiles a lot doesn't mean that the person is happy or optimist.. it can be the opposite.

everyday, the same... class, office, dinner den slp gua..
playing and chatting and laughing are all the ways to help you to hide all the unhappiness and the sad things. everyday, i know only how to hide all the things and only know how to avoid thinking but when the time which u will be alone comes, everything seems so sad... u feel so alone... and nothing you do can help.. nobody will realise and know how many things and experiences that you have encountered and endured in the past. all they can see is the one unmatured and a sohai person who keep making people laugh and she do not know anything. however, they do not know that those kind of people are the one who encountered sth and they are scared to lose sth and this might e the way for them to prevent from losing something that they care. sometimes, one might be too proud for you to accept, what u do is to hurt them more by words but you do not know that this is the way they try to protect themselves.. sometimes, one might be too sohai and it seems that they do things without thinking, what you do is just to laugh at them, but you do not know that this is the way they avoid something and they want to make you to care for them as they care for you... sometimes, they smile a lot and keep laughing, what you do is just to say that they are just too stupid to laugh at those things which are not so funny, but the things is that you do not know if they do not do that, they might not have the time to laugh so happily.. they ae just finding and appreciating the time that they can laugh and smile happily, even it is just that moment that they will forget everything to really have a laugh.
don't ever look down at someone who seems so stupid as they might be the one who encountered more than you do and they might be the one who lives more miserable than you and do not laugh at those people but to care for them bcoz what they want is the love and care of yours and the person who open up their heart for you~~ you do not need to do many thing for the people as they believe people too easily~~ and if you betrayed the person, you will never ever get the person's trust again and you will never the so gud wif that person again~

forever? i dun believe in forever.. everything has the end and it is just the matter of time. just treasure all the moment that you have now and try your best to beautify it! do your best to make it the best! there is always an end of everything and dun ever believe in forever. sbd might be the best friend of yours at the present moment but after some time, the friendship will fade, the memory will fade and you will forget the gala and happy feeling when you are being together and unconsciously, you are being further and further away from your best friend and you will get another one and the same thing goes round again.

at this very moment, treasure the people around you coz everything has the end no matter how you prevent it not to happen and how you wish it wun happen.. but that is impossible to make things forever!